Lonesome

Sigh.

I need to get out more. I sometimes don't realize how desperate I can be for attention until it's too late. I'm one who craves an audience. It's sad, I'm finding it harder and harder to contain myself when I finally DO get to hang out in a group. I'm probably going to get invited to a nice party and then black out, then come to and realize that I just smeared feces all over the hosts kitchen cabinets. Haha, I guess it's not that bad, but this house certainly sucks the life out of me. I'm going crazy. I just watch my kid all day. Alone. Making paper mache. I'll no doubt start talking to it soon.

But this little guy is looking at me weird. Like he's judging me. He's my favorite one yet! I love him. He's got the cutest little ears and curly tail! He's trying to act all natural during his photo shoot, but he just got so tense. Adorable!

Oooo, a big elephant stampeding toward us! It's head and trunk swaying left and right. I can imagine the dust cloud it would work up if it were real.

Hey there creepy, lurking raven. In any good poems lately? I bet you're sick of being called a crow.

 I'm a disappointment.

Note To Self:

NEVER  live with family again. After you get out, stay. Forever. Even if it means living in a dumpster. Even if it means not having ice cream. EVEN if it means breaking the eleventh commandment: Thou shalt not poop outside at a golf course. Amen...

Amen.

Goodbye O-Zone

I'm a winner. I feel like I've been put on Earth at this time period to do something. Don't we all want to prove something? Find some great solution? Be liked? Money means nothing. People are so driven by it though. Willing to give up on ethical practices and higher standards for more of it. Where are we taught the standards we live by? Where do we learn how to be decent people? It's just not an important enough topic when too many are focused on profit. There is a price that many have to pay because of one's lack of scruples. Should one person's ignorance cause everyone else to suffer? That is just one of the laws we live by. Haha, Wallace and Grommet.